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posted by [personal profile] gashin at 12:36pm on 02/02/2009
I wish I had even one of my friends from Montreal here with me right now. Someone who knows me so well that I wouldn't need to worry about their discomfort, or platitudes. Someone who could keep me company in understanding silence and give me hugs. I have no one here like that. It's a bit scary. There is no one with whom I can take off the brave face.

Many things and thoughts are percolating in my head. They are poor company.
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posted by [identity profile] misskitty-79.livejournal.com at 08:36pm on 02/02/2009
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I'm sorry that things are not going well for you right now.
*hugs*
 

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posted by [identity profile] gashin.livejournal.com at 01:58am on 03/02/2009
I would explain the 'situation', but it isn't a concrete 'situation' yet, so I will wait to see what happens before going around announcing this-or-that. Thank you for hugs, though. I like hugs. *HUUUUUUGS*
 

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posted by [identity profile] arkenholtz.livejournal.com at 10:27pm on 02/02/2009
I am a scrawny and fidgety girl unfit for hugs, but I do have free long distance calling on my houseline! Not quite the same as in-person shared silence but we out-of-provincers have to stick together in whatever ways we can.

Check my Facebook info for my numbers if you ever feel the want.
 

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posted by [identity profile] gashin.livejournal.com at 02:00am on 03/02/2009
Ooh! That's a handy thing to have. Thank you very much for offering; you have a lot of people-intelligence. I will keep this in mind if I'm ever flailing (emotionally) out of control.

Also I wonder if I'm still an out-of-provincer? I guess I MUST be, huh? I wonder when that changes? I think I'll have to get used to being an ex-pat. It's a strange addition to my identity.
 

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posted by [identity profile] arkenholtz.livejournal.com at 07:21am on 04/02/2009
I think as long as the longing for home-friends and home-things is there, you are an 'out of towner'. When those friends have gone other places then you can kid yourself into thinking you are no longer out-of-province.
 

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posted by [identity profile] bagelofdeath.livejournal.com at 03:19am on 03/02/2009
EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE FINE.

I promise. Based on absolutely nothing. But it'll be fine, whatever is happening!

And you said nothing is concrete and since I reserve 99% of my optimism for others, I declare that everything will be good. <3
 

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posted by [identity profile] gashin.livejournal.com at 10:32pm on 04/02/2009
Hehe. I think I also reserve 99% of my optimism for others.

Thank you for the vote of all-caps support! I do really appreciate it.

I'm going to be thinking of you at NYCC and that will make me happy.
 

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posted by [identity profile] lucidite.livejournal.com at 03:27am on 03/02/2009
If you want to talk, I'm never in bed before midnight anyways. Feel free to give me a call.
 

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posted by [identity profile] gashin.livejournal.com at 10:32pm on 04/02/2009
Thank you. :) I am also sending good-vibes you way, since I imagine you're into midterms right about now...

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